I Was Really Drunk When I Wrote This..........

WE ARE IN THE NEED FOR CHANGES. THAT IS THE BEST THAT I CAN COME UP WITH AT THIS TIME. I GUESS THAT CHANGE IS A NECESSITY.

UNION /.DRUNK ONE BEER AND A SACK OF ICE. THAT IS ALL THAT IT TOOK TO MAKE MY BRAIN TO RELAX. I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT MUCH SLEEP FOR THE BETTER PART OF A WEEK NOW. THE UPPERS THAT I AM TAKING TO STAY CONCIOUS ARE FINALLY TAKING THEIR TOLL. I NEED THE BEER COORS ORIGINAL TO EVEN ME OUT AND PUT ME ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THINGS. THE WEEK HAS BEEN NOTHING MORE THAN A BLUR I HAVE TO LOOK AT A CALENDAR TO MAKE MYSELF AWARE AGAIN OF THE DATE AND SOMETIMES EVEN THE MONTH. BUT I HONESTLY CAN SAY THAT I ENJOY THE FEELING THAT COMES WITH NO SLEEP, MY MIND SEEMS MORE AWARE OF THE MAGIC. AND THE MAGIC………….AHH THE MAGIC WE IGNORE THE MAGIC, THAT SURRONDS US DON’T WE? THE CATS ARE RUMAGING IN THE TRASH……GOD BLESS THEM JEEP AND NIETZSCHE THEY HAVE KEPT ME SANE THROUGHOUT THE PAST YEAR AND ONE HALF THAT THEY HAVE BECOME A PART OF MY LIFE, AND I ENJOY THEIR SILENT COMPANY, I TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED, THE WAY THAT THEY QUIETLY GO THOUGH THE DAY WITHOUT A CARE AND I AM ENVIOUS. WITHOUT MUCH CARE THEY SEEM TO GLIDE RIGHT THOUGH THIS MAGICAL JOURNEY, MY HOW I WILL MISS THEM WHEN THEY ARE GONE. SOME MAY SAY THAT IS A DARK AND BITTER WAY TO LOOK AT LIFE, BUT I HAVE TO BE TRUTHFUL WITH MYSELF, THEY WILL DIE AS WILL I AND WHEN EITHER OF US ARE GONE THEY WILL BE MISSED.
NOW HE ROLLS AROUND ON THE GROUND FULL AND SATISFIED ONCE AGAIN POKING OUT HIS WHITE BELLY, EYES CLOSED. ALL IS WELL IN THE WORLD AS HE SCRATCHES MY FOOT AND SILENTLY GOES TO SLEEP. I HAVE ANOTHER BEER IN THE SINK, WITH THE ICE COOLING IT BUT I WAIT TO RETRIEVE IT, IN A EFFORT NOT TO AWAKE MY SLEEPING PRINCE. HIS EYES ARE OPEN NOW, TIME FOR THE BEER. THE BANQUET BEGINS AGAIN, THE SPELL CHECK ON THIS THING IS FUCKED. SOMETHING TO LOOK INTO FOR THE FUTURE RANTING EPISODES I SUPPOSE. THE ASHTRAY IS ON FIRE NOW FUCK THE CONSTANT POUNDING ON THIS KEYBOARD HAS DRAWN MY ATTENTION AWAY. NOW THE FIRE IS OUT BUT THE STINK OF BURN,……..HAS NOW FILLED THE ROOM, AND THAT IS FINE WITH ME I WILL JUST LIGHT UP ANOTHER ONE TO EVEN OUT THE BASTARD.

BACK TO THE MAGIC. THE MAGIC SOMEHOW MY FINGERS FIND THE KEYS. MAGIC, THE BLUR IN MY VISION AS A LOOK AWAY FROM THE SCREEN WILL PASS, IF THE MAGIC WILL ALLOW SUCH AS THING AND I THINK THAT IT WILL. I HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE AND I WILL BE HERE AGAIN I AM SURE OF IT. NOW IS AM SEEING DOUBLE, AND THE FEELLING IS NOT WELCOME I WILL HAVE TO RIDE IT OUT AS LONG AS I CAN… THE FEELING IS NOT WELCOME, THE BEERS AFFECTS ARE BEGINNING TO TAKE THEIR DESIRED EFFECTS. I NEED TO SLEEP IF ONLY FOR AN HOUR, THE REST IS WELL DESERVED